Friday, May 20, 2005


my second lucky lot at neOpeTs fruit machine! 

Tuesday, May 17, 2005


My lucky day at neopets fruit machine!! 



Sunday, April 17, 2005

hey people.. i've got something to mention.. please leave your birth date at my tagboard.. pls make sure i know who you are.. thanks so much.. not gonna blog today coz homework haven't finish.. heehee.. thanks again!!



Saturday, April 16, 2005

wow.. today went to singapore conference hall nehX.. so big.. so nice.. and the sound produced was super nice.. it is just so great! wow!

alright, i started off the day with my favourite maggi mee as breakfast. then it was labour work here and there. coz i am a helper so i have to help carry the instruments, logical right? they were heavier somehow compared to the time i carried them before. maybe my stamina had dropped or it's just my illusion. hahaZ.. i was acting strong lor.. like always, i snatched heavy instruments from boys and carry myself. heehee.. but so far, nobody say 'wow! chew yan so strong!' hahaZ.. they always say 'you need help?' lolz.. and i would say no. me and big mouth. the insturments are really heavy de lorX.. no kidding.. hahaZ..

the air-con there wasn't as cold as my friends mentioned it will be. so my jacket went to zhong hua and my costume pants went to hui jia. borrowed them off. hahaZ.. lightened my load. okay, back to the practice part. we were loitering about when they were practicing.. nothing to do actually. heehee.. they practice and practice and we just sit down at the auidence seats, quite tempting to sleep. hahaZ..

then our break, in fact their break came and we got food to eat. we got a burger and a bottle of mineral water each. the burger was damn big. lolz.. especially the meat in between. it was twice the size of a normal burger piece of meat. lolz.. fortunate to have that sia. and i just found out i forgotten my mineral bottle. haiZ.. lolz..

then the actual run. we helpers finally have stuff to do. yay? lolz.. alright, none of us screwed up anything. but i seemed to have lose my touch. i couldn't stand for long with zhong yin sheng in my arms. how come?? i mean, this is my instrument.. i should have the strength to carry it for long long, right? hahaZ.. anyway, i am carrying for benson and wahidah is carrying for melvin. [[extra information]]

so we recorded their practice down too.. brendon's phone was so damn clear at recording. sony erisson 500i.. people who like to record stuff, keep a lookout for this phone! lolz.. soon, it was time for us to return. we carried instruments back to the music store and set off for home. and yah, i snatched instruments from boys again. lolz.. from ken weei and got one more junior. i think so. hahaZ.. my back nearly break. lolz.. but it was fun, trying to be strong.. lolz??

then alot of CO people took one bus.. we were so noisy but i really love it. i mean, i am also in the conversation.. it's just great. it has been so long since i last been in a conversation so lively and happy. although i kena suan by boon kiat and zhe ming.. [-_-"] heehee. then they went to have dinner. i went home. was so full, dont know why. lolz.. now just bath come out. so refreshing.. hahaZ.. hope everyday is so happily spent. *wish*



Friday, April 15, 2005

wow.. tired day.. today only four periods of lessons.. two hours of lessons nia.. excited over sports day sia.. acturus was catching up.. high on aquila's heels..

after meeting, i stayed back in school becOz i didn't go back home during the 2 hours break.. ate alot of things alone.. nobody accompanied me.. i was all alone sia.. then 12.30pm i walked towards the stadium.. it was so warm..

then we did duties here and there.. it was until the last few events that i got to sit down and see them, cheer for them.. ARCTURUS rocKs!! although we lose to aquila by 3 marKs.. we will win next year.. i promise!!

then walked home alone.. today is such a lonely day.. and had my bath.. and computer on.. now think having mood swing liao.. die.. cOz was thinking about this week's happenings.. at least i managed to keep my moodswings from happening till friday.. professional enough le bahZ..

hope nothing will happen lor.. tomorrow have to go for syf rehearsal.. still unsure i going for the practice as a member taking part in syf or go as helper.. cOz need to carry zhong yin sheng for my juniors.. real sad that i didn't get to go for syf.. especially i dont get another chance.. but i have myself to blame.. who tell me never come during holidays??

alright now.. think sleep early also good.. or else think too much then get mood swings for next week aGain.. bye bye.. sweet dreams..



Sunday, April 10, 2005

I went out for alot of hours today... i did alot of things... but i am experiencing my moodswing now... haiX... i dont have mood to say anything... i only know that i suk... so if you are one of the people who dont like me... come and tell me and i'll never go find you no more... thanks for your cooperation... *breaking down*



Wednesday, April 06, 2005

today is a sad day.. i confessed to someone yesterday and i found out that he backstabbed me with a girl who i think doesn't like me.. not disclosing names here.. i hope this will not spread anyway..

i mean.. it's okay that he didn't like me abit.. he didn't have to backstab me with that girl.. haven't she stab me enough?? for so many years.. she just cannot see me close to anyone.. and now.. you win okay?? so get the hell out of my life.. you destroyed my life..

i know i should have my revenge and not let her win.. but i mean.. what is this fuking nonsense?? i am sorry for my vulgarities.. but if i have to use it i will use it.. she had always been so good towards me.. i forgived her and yet she backstabbed me again.. misunderstandings.. WHATEVER!!

if you must.. come and get me.. i had already lost loads of stuff through your help lor.. i am no longer afraid of you.. backstab me if you can.. i am sure everybody will see your tail one day and cut it off.. so fuck off my life!!! dont ever try to talk to me like you're my long friend again..

alright.. all the above had been for her.. i am really so pissed off right now.. i didn't even do my homework.. haiZ.. the physics test today was a terror too.. luckily my POA test went quite well..

i am so heartbroken now.. the person i like backstab me with that girl.. i really cannot believe this.. he had always been so good.. even today.. i didn't know until my friend, ting hui told me.. that this nonsense had happened behind me.. haiZ.. see ya people.. till next time..